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FUCK OFF WITH ME
in Performing Arts on 7/1/08
Things I did when I was deadMy confidence comes from having too much knowledge  to admit that I am still uneasy when my lover looks at me  Because I know where my pain comes from & I know the difference  between a victim & a survivor and which one I am going to be,  But the women I know  think they have to be quiet about their hurt  to prove that their bodies are flaws  that belong only to them  & I don't know how to say  that it takes a lifetime to own yourself.   
Sometimes I hate my body because it is what  gives everyone else a right to me  & I never get to do what I want with my own body  because Things I did when I was dead
in Open on 7/1/08
Travelling at the speedI'm always talking about the somethings  but I want to get to the specifics and break bones  I want to see the circles in your blood  and maybe talk about things other than skin and  how maybe it's soft   
No matter how much I want to open you & find your insides  & no matter how much I want your skin to be soft when it's next to mine,  I know there's nothing I need to shout over your noise  Because there is nothing I can say without smiling  and I know that skin is tough. Travelling at the speed
in Open on 6/22/08
I would dive out the windowAll of the shit in my brain,  things like  uninteresting memories of freckles & elbows -  all of it makes me a liar.  Sometimes I am so tired of being loud  because as much as I'd like to pretend this  won't be around for much longer  I know where I love you and  I know how easy it is to exist in someone else   
& I would die to be quiet  because I am spineless I would dive out the window
in Open on 6/22/08
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Journal Entry: Sun Jun 22, 2008, 1:46 AM
You know, I used to be a photographer.

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  • Current Age: Twenty
  • Current Residence: Lemon Grooove
  • Interests: Myself, a few others & what we do when we're together
  • Favourite poet or writer: EE Cummings
  • Operating System: Heart, brain, lungs, blood - other important organs
  • Skin of choice: Freckled
  • Tools of the Trade: Crooked teeth & green eyes

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=nakkas:iconnakkas: Jun 30, 2008, 11:59:50 PM
thanks for the fav :coffeecup:
~PhotoboothEx:iconPhotoboothEx: Apr 13, 2008, 10:34:58 PM
Yeaaa, I think I'm cutting that out with a very big butcher knife and a big smile.
~ccccrex:iconccccrex: Apr 11, 2008, 1:14:38 AM
I like that you hit your head on the bottom of the sky. I think it's amazing. Saying you were "reaching high" I could live without. It's barely noticeable though because the last part of that line is awesome.
~PhotoboothEx:iconPhotoboothEx: Apr 10, 2008, 10:08:41 PM
Ewww. Cr33p! (;

Of course you're not gross. Thank you though. I'm glad you're pleased!... Hahah
~PhotoboothEx:iconPhotoboothEx: Apr 10, 2008, 10:07:40 PM
I deleted it because I hate the line that said : I reached high and hit my head on the bottom of the sky

high... sky... how cliche.

am I overracting? I can't fix it!
~ccccrex:iconccccrex: Mar 5, 2008, 11:53:10 PM
I miss you too! Someone signed me out of my account and I forgot the password. Bleh, so yes.
SOON!
~killedthecat:iconkilledthecat: Mar 3, 2008, 9:36:50 AM
Why the new account? tea sounds good right now. I bought some at this tea shop--New zealand sunnyslopes, vanilla, and ginger peach. let's hang out and drink tea soon. miss you.

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Our eyes grew wide
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